Tuesday, September 18, 2007

My gut was half right.

Well,
I'm not pregnant and it may not be a polyp. I had the worst cramps of my life yesterday and nothing I took made them go away. I call Hecht's office and asked if my cramps could be worst due to the polyp? Nurse said yes- anything like this can make my period worse and the RE is not even 100% positive it is a polyp- it may be residual (?) and may come out with my period. I go back to RE tomorrow morning to make sure this "thing" is gone and my guess is our first shot (2nd round) will be tomorrow. I feel like complete mush today (emotionally mainly) and I have anxiety so bad! I've had it all weekend. I really want to trust God this time round. I really want to stay positive and hopeful. Scott and I are just dealing with alot of financial issues at the moment and I don't want that stress to affect my body and chances of getting and keeping this (potential) pregnancy. Ugh! I am stressed.

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