My husband and I started our trying to conceive journey in 2005 . This is a snapshot of our life lessons in strength, hardship, failure, hope, disappointment, trust, determination, success, miracles and most of all patience.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
I'm nervous again
I hope I can make it until the 7th of April. I am so so so nervous. I was feeling pretty good, confident and positive and now I'm getting more and more nervous for Friday. I just hope everything is still ok. I have been pretty tired and just feeling yucky (a bit nauseous) almost everyday this week. And other parts of me are a little sore that I know are supposed to be sore so all good signs I guess. I just have this HUGE fear in the back of my head. Friday is almost here- just one more full day of work. I am 5 weeks and 1 day pregnant. I just want to fully enjoy and relax and I know that's not going to happen until after we see the heartbeat. Scott is still positive as ever- and we definitely told more people than I anticipated. But the more prayers the better! I'm just so busy at work and I just don't want to do anything- partly because I am tired and partly because I don't want to concentrate on anything else right now. I will make it. Right??
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