Dreams

I had the strangest dream the other night and it was funny because I just read about having vivid dreams when you are pregnant and sometimes they are about you giving birth to small animals- and I cracked up because my dream was about a cat giving birth to a kitten. A person was holding the cat against her chest in the bathtub. The cat was sprawled out on her back and the cat kept pushing and the woman holding the cat was pushing with her and coaching her. (While I was watching) The cat was crying out in pain- swaying its head back and forth and finally a kitten came out. It wasn't in a sac like kittens usually come out in but just a small kitten and it immediately began walking. I remember the look of relief on the cat's face when it came out. HA HA! It was so strange... Yikes! I'm sure there's more of those dreams to come!
Yesterday was Mother's Day and I have to say as someone who tried to become a Mom for years- mother's day has always been the hardest (then Christmas...) Scott spoiled me tremendously! On Saturday he cleaned my car inside and out! He bought me two hanging flower baskets that I've been wanting and then on Sunday he woke me up with breakfast in bed and got me tickets to Cirque D'Or on Thursday. I was surprised because he thought of the idea himself because its just not something I would think he would want to go to... I am excited to go. Its something different! My sister was so sweet and got my a really nice lullaby 4 CD set I've been wanting and a book by Jenny McCarthy about pregnancy "Belly Laughs" (It's nice to read a non- medical book!) It was a great day and a nice change of emotion. I told Scott yesterday how nice it was to have good news and feelings surrounding us! We were in much need for this change. Its also nice to want to be around people again. I know that sounds bad but I went through such a dark time the past few years. I've experience my lowest of lows through infertility. Especially the last few months before I got pregnant. I honestly didn't know if Scott and I could get through it anymore. I was scared of myself...
OK enough with that! I will be 12 weeks tomorrow! Woo Hoo 2nd trimester here I come! I have a follow up with Family Dr. this afternoon for the fluid in the lungs business. I'm still having some pain when I yawn, sneeze or laugh but it is getting better. O.K. that's it for now.