My Scottie- He saves me.

Every now and then

I get a little lost

The strings all get tangled

The wires all get crossed

Every now and then

I’m right upon the edge

Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge

I just thank God you’re here

'Cause when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun

When I’m a firecracker comin’ undone

When I’m a fugitive ready to run

All wild-eyed and crazy

No matter where my reckless soul takes me

Baby you save me

It’s hard lovin’ a man

That’s got a gypsy soul

I don’t know how you do it

I’m not sure how you know

The perfect thing to say

To save me from myself

You’re the angel that believes in me

Like nobody else

And I thank God you do

'Cause when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun
when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone
When I’m a fugitive ready to run
All wild-eyed and crazy
No matter where my reckless soul takes me
Baby you save me

Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough

I couldn’t live one day without your love

When I’m a ship tossed around on the waves

Up on a high wire that’s ready to break

When I’ve had just about all I can take

Baby you save me

I had to post the words to this song by Kenny Chesney that really hits home for me (us) I was thinking on the way to work this morning about all the things that give me anxiety- Not being able to find a good job, not having enough money, all that we've been through with fertility treatments and miscarriage and it all seems OK because I have Scott. He truly saves me. I think we save each other. Because we've been together so long -sometimes we take each other for granted or we don't put out that extra effort sometimes. We don't do the sweet surprises and big date night as often BUT we are connected on a level that I cant even explain. We know what each one is feeling and we don't have to say anything- we just know- and we hold each other and try to heal ourselves with each other. None of my problems seem so devastating when I think about what I have with Scott. i would die without him and after 10 years I still get choked up when i think about how much he means to me. I guess I'm just feeling the love today :)