Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Get ready, Get set,

I've been reading the book "The Secret" and it has helped me some and I'm trying to remember it each day. I've even started re-reading it and taking notes and studying it actually. It's all about positive thinking and whatever we "think about, we bring about". I could never summarize everything in the book but I would recommend it to anyone who is thinking about reading it. There's even a movie version (if you don't like to read :))Well, our "break" is almost over. I have made myself a note to call Dr. Hecht this month- closer to when my next cycle will start because we want to try injections again. I thought this summer break was going to be relaxing and it was for a few weeks but I'm ready to give the injections one more shot. (HA- no pun intended) We aren't telling anyone when exactly we are going back to Dr. because we don't want to- it's too hard. I will continue this blog of course- but not many know about this blog because it doesn't have the happy ending I want yet...I am excited, scared, upset, anxious, and ready to go back to our Infertility Dr. I just can't imaging having another miscarriage. I just don't know how I could handle that. But- I'm not thinking about that- I'm thinking about how I got pregnant from the fertility shots the 1st time. and how hopeful we are that WILL happen again. That's what we are praying for. THINK POSITIVE, THINK POSITIVE, THINK POSITIVE!!!! I'm trying- I really am....

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