I decided to start this blog for many different reasons. Most importantly to help someone/anyone who may be experiencing the same "bump in the road" (wow that's an understatement) as my husband and I are- so here goes....
My husband and I met when we were still in high school. We got engage early in our college years and now have been married for almost 4 years. One of my friends once told me- "You and Scott are the model couple... if you guys don't make it- there's no hope for the rest of us..." Although I know this was said in a joking matter- it still meant alot. Engaged at 19- married at 22. I got criticize and judged by people who didn't know Scott and I very well about getting married so young, I let it bother me pretty bad in the beginning- then I learned to let the comments encourage me prove everyone wrong. I never had the crazy single life. Do I regret it??? I cant even force myself to. I love being married , I love being a wife and I am certain I will absolutely love being a mom- One day....
When did I know I wanted children of my own? always. My brother and I are 10 years apart so I remember helping my mom take care of him and watching him grow up. If having a child of my own is half as rewarding as the wonderful memories I have with "Mikey" and the proud feeling I get when I think of him now and all that he has become and will be- I know this journey that lies ahead of me will be everything I imagined and so so so much more.
My family, especially my life saving mother and sister, have been my shoulder to cry on for so long (too long). I cant even express what they mean to me and what they have saved me from....I owe so much to them- for all their support, advice, guidance, and love. I couldn't survive this battle without them. They keep me going and I hope I can repay them in every way possible.
O.K. Now lets review the past 18 months and the reason I created this blog....
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